Happy on another lonely day!

This is the day, i'm going to change the rest of my life.
Confessed my sins to myself, said goodbye to my best friend.
He was the only one left to tell me the truth.
My own past is the highest fence.
If i can't jump it i'm going to run on through.
I have no one to share my music with.
To read my rants, and hold me when i feel lost inside.
That knows the pain behind my smiles.
And the sorrow in my eyes.
If i want to jump, i do not fear. i do not hesitate.
But nobody jumps with me. My mind makes no sense but to me.
If i can't find the right company, i'll just keep on going. Lonely!