Thursday, April 27, 2006

Se eu te abraçar, saltas comigo?

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

I'm losing focus

Feeling your hand pausing over my shoulder, I can feel your sorrow, how you missed me, and how I still miss you. So near, yet fadding away, I want to grab you and hold you against me, make sure you'll never be another piece of my broken heart.
Put together all of my ilusions, all my sufering loves, all my words and all my gestures. they make a puzzle, hard to understand, but the picture says I Love You.
It's hard to see at first, but if you try to reach it, it's there. For no one to see, for no one to hear.
Save me a hello, a kiss, a tender touch, a gentle smile, a place in your words and a thought in your eyes, for when you're no longer mine, 'cause I know I will miss you.
I miss your eyes when you glance away. I want you every second, if only in my mind.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

I hate you for faking love, but love you for giving me her.

I wanna know how to love you better. I don't want this fear, of one day seeing disapointment in your eyes. Why do I need to ask for you to smile for me? If I make you happy, why do you avoid me? Summer days of my past make me cold of bad memories. I feel your warm touch given so unwillingly. You give love with no feeling, kiss me madly with no passion. How could you fake this? was it worth the betrail? If I made you so happy, why couldn't you make me? The question is not why or how, could you do what you have done but, was it worth? I thank you for all the pain, all the blood, all the sweat and all the tears of sorrow I weeped. I will never forget you. And I still feel a stong feeling for you. A putrid hate, and gratitude. For now I've found someone that makes me happy and smiles for me. Not because I ask her, but because it makes her happy. What is love? What is love but timeless. And what I felt ended. Today I start a new road. Let me go further on this one.

Beth Orton - Galaxy of emptiness

The stars light a sky
On a galaxy of emptiness tonight
Though I'm happiest
When there's no reason for me to be

With no one's expectation to weigh heavy on my heart
And so much hope it sometimes tears me all apart
Won't you please
Knock me off my feet for a while?
Could you please
Knock me off my feet for a while?

...

Um sorriso por ti

Fecho os olhos para te ver
Pois nunca estas aqui
Só queria sentir o teu respirar
E esquecer os dias sem ti

Nado rumo ao teu olhar
E amo-te porque choras por mim
Há palavras que prefiro não lembrar
Palavras que lembram uma dor sem fim

(Click the title)

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Ibla dj Spankdamonky

Standing in line to get my bayleys now, and put a straw on. Take it to my mouth an let me taste the sweat of your mouth kissing with all the mistery, that you keep inside you mestirious head that i fear so, your green eyes give me the sweet taste of my fucking life. Let me see your smile just one more time befor o die. Let me breath, let me live, don't let me think.

Heavy Dose.


(António Silva)

Thursday, April 13, 2006

You are to me...

I look at my hands
Where is the blood?
Was it a dream
Or misunderstood

What is reality
When you are never awake
Delusions of life
A living mistake

Mess (Lyrics by António Silva)

Standing by the river
I can feel the sense of that life
Where you love the persons who
Aren't necessarely perfect
Or just didn't born to be loved

I can feel the pain of my friend
In the car, he had the bitter feeling
Of loneliness
He makes images in his head
He's trying to repair

Pretending to be sleeping and
Secretly whatching two weirdos
That are trying to forget the
Damages in their hearts
Having just three hours of love

Now it's over
A girl that didn't like the breakfast
And lied about herself
My friends are still lonely
Let me stand next to them
Take me back to the paradise



(thanks bro, you're always in my heart. for better or worst)