The way it used to be

I miss a smile that's warmer than the sun
Eyes that sparkle as lights in the water
I have these feelings, i can't hide this
The urge to be, not alone, not with someone
To feel complete in my own heart
That beats cold by disapointement

Though i don't wish to see her again
I regret not giving our last kiss
To seal the things i never thought i would miss
Though i moved on, i'm still closed at heart
I don't want that feeling of lovers torned apart

I feel drawn to life, i wish i knew how to live
Fear of the pain from a broken heart
Keep me writing blank pages filled with tears
Losing again is more than i can bear

Standing here cut by the cold wind
The clouds pass heavy with rain
How i wish for a strom, to bring back
All i lost, all the innocence, and all the love i had
All that's gone from me, come back
The way it used to be

(Another year gone, it's all the same)